Words (back dated to 20th June)

I have a reckless way with words. I know where it comes from. Its the knowledge that life can be reckless. That knowing moment when it is all taken away from you.
I guess its something about having a kidney transplant and taking tablets and all this jazz. Today I shall be graduating. It has been a long struggle to get here certainly the long way to achieve it, but you know what, I have achieved it. I will be on that stage today and my parents will be proud. Its funny how you can go from one extreme to the other without really noticing. I mean in hindsight I can tell it was one extreme to the other but in the process of getting from there to here it isn't like I just suddenly woke up thinking wow I'm here. Know what I mean?>